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WHY ARE YOU LEAVING, YOU CUTE LITTLE MUNCHKIN T^^^^T
I dont like aicle, I just love keita ;o; why is he leaving, its not fairrr
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| I Will probably delete everyone off here and just leave it to check communities, not post here or comment on others. I will probably delete my myspace, msn and facebook
because I cant do this, I cant pretend to be happy and supportive and I cant beg for things to go back to before because they wont, I cant be the one who keeps saying 'if you're happy I'm happy'
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I Never ask people to understand or comprehend why ok? I never rant on about them 24/7 but since some stupid american bitch who doesnt even know me has to be a fucktard about it, im going to rant, even though the git wont even read this, link them if you want I dont give a fuck ♥ OK SO. It all started back in 2006, when one of my closest friends ryan took a meth overdose and killed himself on new years eve, it hit me pretty damn hard, and I couldnt understand why he would doo this, I was so upset all i could do was cry and my mom and sister were so worried about me they wouldnt leave me on my own incase i tried to do the same thing, and honestly I wanted to. But i thought to myself, while listening to diru 'If i kill myself, I'll never get to see them live, I'll never hear kyo live' anyone who really knows me Knows that Kyo has been my inspiration for a very long time and I see him as a hero to me, I think hes a very brave&strong person with amazing talent, if I cant sing like him I want to have the same commitment as he&the rest of dir en grey have. So I Decided to get past whatever happened with music as the only thing that could comfort me and calm me down, and listening to diru has been able to calm me down when im angry and cheer me up when Im upset, sure some of their songs make me cry alott, but crying is a more healthy way of expressing emotions rather than self harming so i wouldnt have it any other way. This year in january i was finally able to see dir en grey after years of waiting, even though at the last minute my mom said I couldnt go I managed to skip college and sneak out the house and without a doubt it was the best day of my life, I managed to get sick while waiting 4 hours and i was freezing my ass off but it was all worth it, even though as soon as I saw kaoru onnstage I burst out crying because I was completely overwhelmed, I actually spent the whole gig crying and afterwards met toshiya ♥ which just completed the amazing night. Dir en grey are very important to me, and I cant stand it when people say 'I dont like their style now' 'theyre not that amazing' ok, thats your opinion, but unlike all these bands that get on psc like sug for doing fuck all and just having 'cute' fat faces and deep manly voices dir en grey have worked for what they have, so I will always find them probably one of the most important things to me and no one will take that place no matter who you are and what you say. </ rant>
So shut up the next time you feel like bitching about my idols. :D
&&If you still cant understand, get out my life and dont talk to me again because I dont want anything to do with you. - Tags:dir en grey
- 気分:pissed off.
- 音楽:Epilogue - Apocalyptica
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